the one thing i'd like to do before i die or get old is to write a book. all though i can't seem to pass a gen. ed english class i don't know how i plan to do that. my idea for a book was to try to explain the mindset of a person who enjoy blowing trees. to go through what they think about while they blowed and the things they think about. i can understand its not necesarily a book for everyone. but i think that someone might want to read it.

i suppose that i could really write a book i mean why not. but i'm kinda not motivated to actually be proactive and do it. thats part of the problem i suppose. right now i'm watching rock of love bus and i must say that i don't know what the hell kinda. ppl actually watch this stuff. watching reality tv now makes my head hurt. that is time i will never get back watching this crap. thats time i could have better used to sleep or do homework. or sleep. yea probably sleep. so why am i watching it now. i couldn't tell you. i guess thats why i'm sitting at the computer rather than in front of the tv. matter of fact its past my bed time now.

my first blog. basically a random ass monologue.

Hello to the big blogging world out there. my name is Tiffany and i'm new to this whole blogging thing. i must admit that i was kinda interested in it when i first found out what blogging was but i didn't have time to do that for fun. now i'm doing it for class. who knew right. but i figure why not. since i was interested in it anyway this is a good way to express myself. lets see what would i like to share... well first i'm 21, i'm a leo and my birthday is aug 4. i'm in college and i am majoring in mechanical engineering. i've been in school for what seems like forever. i should have graduated by now but i fucked up and yea i can admit it. its actually a very long story. one which i will not tell at this point in time but it had to do with my family or lack of family now.

anyway, back to me. i have a puppy. she's not so much a puppy now as a terrorist according to my mother. its my fault because i spoil her but it was either get a dog or have a baby. and we see how that turned out. lol. eventually i will train her properly but i don't really have time now. i'm in school from eleven to roughly three pm. then i go to work from three to eight. so my dog really just spends the day in her cage. i try to play but sometimes i wonder if getting a dog as school was letting in was a good idea. either way i wouldn't get rid of her. she's my baby. she's a pretty boston terrier and jack russell terrier mix. sometimes i think i made the wrong choice but when an opportunity lands in you lap you don't sit and ask questions you act. and i've been wanting a puppy for years now. her name is roxi and seeing how i am a single she's pretty much my entire existence except my extra curriculars which i'm sure you'll learn about later and its funny cuz roxi doesn't particualarly care for my hobby.

lets see what else can i share.... i work for tutorial services at my school sinclair. i don't have the patience to tutor ppl but i can schedule and all that so i'm basically a secretary. you might be saying that i just sit and do nothing but thats not even the case. some ppl might not think i do anything but i kno i contribute. esp. since i always go home tired as hell. really right now i'm sitting at work typing this. funny i guess i don't do much but whatever. i think that in writing this blog i can let ppl see me with out me trying to control what they think. something you should know in reading my blog is that i am very blunt and up front. i never understood why ppl run away from conflict and confrontation. yes i will admit it takes a lot of energy but leaving things unresolved isn't necesarily my style unless i shut down then tough break nigga. i will say one thing that i am an advocate for the legalization of marijuana. i think theres no harm and if you want to argue with me about it go ahead but my mind is made up and not going to change regardless of what you think or if you want to argue. so have fun arguing with yourself.

I'm a HUGE bob marley fan. HUGE. like you don't understand. sometimes i wonder if i should have been born in the 60s with my parents. but i can't complain and i won't say i'm not happy. but i would have loved to have been an young adult in the 70s. it would have been AWESOME!! and i really think that weed should be legalized. but enough of my rant . its funny i ain't even high but thats how i feel about that subject so take it or leave it. so now i think i'm done i'm sure that this is long enough so i'll end here. this was kinda fun i look forward to doing it again. hint hint wink wink. j/p.