the one thing i'd like to do before i die or get old is to write a book. all though i can't seem to pass a gen. ed english class i don't know how i plan to do that. my idea for a book was to try to explain the mindset of a person who enjoy blowing trees. to go through what they think about while they blowed and the things they think about. i can understand its not necesarily a book for everyone. but i think that someone might want to read it.

i suppose that i could really write a book i mean why not. but i'm kinda not motivated to actually be proactive and do it. thats part of the problem i suppose. right now i'm watching rock of love bus and i must say that i don't know what the hell kinda. ppl actually watch this stuff. watching reality tv now makes my head hurt. that is time i will never get back watching this crap. thats time i could have better used to sleep or do homework. or sleep. yea probably sleep. so why am i watching it now. i couldn't tell you. i guess thats why i'm sitting at the computer rather than in front of the tv. matter of fact its past my bed time now.